I Probably Hate You.

I Probably Hate You.: "This post totally made me go hmmmmm well actually I went more like Thank god.

In the bottom part of the post where Eric talks about his pride weekend made me just so damn happy to be 25 years old and already over the whole scene and not like those mid-30 to late 40 losers who try to recapture their youth by going to circuit parties and doing drugs just so they can stay up and feel young. I mean if your body is too tired to dance and too old to party that's pretty much a clear sign to pack up your stilletos and call it a night....or a life.

But the saddest quote I have ever read and it's so sadly true amongst 98% of gay men is when he says,

'I had a great time, although sometimes I found myself thinking how stupid it all was. But aren’t most things? If I make it to age 80, I hope I look back fondly on these sorts of events. Anyway, it was fun dancing amongst various colossi and other persons who seem to like going to the gym'

When I am 80 years old and I am sitting there thinking back on how i wasted my life at circuit parties with meaningless friends, instead of finding that special person to start a family with I will waddle my ass over the 10th story balcony of whatever old age home I am living in. Like but imagine being 80 and so warped and thinking , 'woah I am so glad I didnt eat for 3 days before the pier dance in 2006 and then wasted about 10 thousand brain cells at the circuit party. That was awesome!' Right it's awesome to die alone without leaving anything behind like...hmmm...i dunno...family??

That shit scares me to death and I am so glad at 25 years old I can proudly say I am too old for that shit and am WAY over it.

Kisses."